Friday, September 11, 2009

What is going on here?!

Ok, I've about had it with life's crap! Sorry Mom, I know crap is a potty word, but it's the only way to describe how I feel right now. It just seems like it keeps running downhill right into my life.

So, we have the 2 MRSA patients then Jordan got hit with a horrible abscessed tooth. It was one that had a previous root canal and decay got underneath, causing all kinds of havoc. He went to the dentist yesterday and was referred to an endodontist. Can you say KA-CHING?! Of course it wasn't until AFTER all the work had been done that the receptionist told me they weren't under the list of providers that my insurance company covers AND they require full payment at the time of service. Thirteen hundred dollars later I'm bawling my eyes out as I drive a drug induced achy boy home. I don't know about ya'll, but I don't have that kind of cash just laying around waiting to be spent. I'm already up to my eyeballs in bills from doctors and hospital runs. Thankfully our flex card was just loaded with our yearly allotment for health expenses, or else I would be selling one of my kidneys right about now. Holy crap!!!!

Our beater car died and we've been trying to find something next to nothing that Jay could commute in to school. No such luck yet. In the mean time, as I hinted before, I'm hoofing it most days. It's getting really old! I even walked to the grocery store the other day for dinner fixin's, for pete's sake.

On top of everything else, Cecy just lost her job. She's been so sick and missed so much work that they finally said enough was enough. It was expected and planned on, but the reality of it is now I'm stressing about how to help her and Andy.

You would think with all the stress in my life I would be able to lose all this excess blubber hanging off my body. Not so! I guess you could say I'm a stress eater and the more crap that hits the fan, the more I chow. Expect me to be an elephant by Christmas!

I'm really ready for my life to settle down!

3 comments:

Mel said...

Holy Cow! That's a lot to deal with all at once! How are the mrsa patients doing? Sorry to hear that Cecy lost her job! Hang in there. Things have got to look up soon.

Sharp family said...

Oh girl! Hold on.. it will get better! If anyone can get through it all you can!!! Thinking of you!

Aimee & Brennen Fuller said...

I am so sorry to hear about all of your troubles lately. Sometimes life is just plain crappy and horrible. Thank heavens Heavenly Father knows what we can handle is and right by our side the entire time. My prayers are with you and your family. Hopefully life will quickly get better and give you guys a much needed break.